Maybe If

Maybe if I had chance 
to repeat my life,I would
maybe if  I had a magic wand
to  make my wishes come true,
I would.Maybe if  I see life differently
life wouldn't seem so hard.
Maybe if I stop dwelling on the pass
I can focus on the present.Maybe if I
have solace in my life I wouldn't dwell
on the past.
maybe if I stop want things to happen 
instead of making things happen,I would.
Maybe if I stop thinking that life has dealt me
a hard blow,I should be blessed with the life has given
me
Maybe I should  stop  thinking so hard  about what I
haven't done,and focus on what's yet to come.
Maybe,maybe,  just maybe  if I stop using the 
excuse of maybe if,my life would would go so much
easier if I start doing.

SMILING BEAUTY

The joy of your smile is bright 
smother in happiness which is truly
a delight.I long to see the gleam
you spread with cheer,just to see
your smile .
The glow you share with the world is
mesmerizing,with the life in your eyes,
and the glee  in your beauty radiates
from every part of you face. 

smile,smile,smile with your happiness 
let the world divulge in your joy as
you share  beauty of you loveliness.

FEELING EMOTIONAL

Feeling sad, feeling a  little blue
I have so much emptiness inside
I really don't know what do.The 
loneliness is killing me in every                                                              
which way,sometimes I want 
to shout I'm human in every 
way.
My sadness,and my  loneliness  can  fill a giant size 
stadium with people sitting every where.The pain
is so deep,and intense I sweat sadness at any
shrill  I hear in the air.


The days pound my mind,as the hours
tick on by reminding me of the feelings
of being by myself by the minutes,and hours 
when degregation  creeps up from behind.
My heart bleeds with intense pain leading my 
mind wondering when will this thing end.

The sunshine tries to peek through,but loneliness
is in full bloom.I feel myself caving inside hoping,wishing,
and dreaming for all this pain to all just die.

THOUGHTS & FEELINGS

                    
My feelings  are drowning in my thoughts
I can't to seem to stay afloat.They keep
pulling me  under.The current is very 
strong.
I try to swim  to pull my head  above 
 my thoughts.The flow is so rapid 
I find myself struggling wereI found 
myself in a pond.
It's swirling with my emotions,feelings
and thoughts.The swirling got me a bit
dizzy,and the flow constantly keeps trying
to take me under.
The pond empty out into a river that 
has a life of it's own.Ya,see! The river
is fill with self doubter,worthlesness,
you never amout to anything,why do
you exist.
I got pulled under the river of thoughts
I lost consciousness for a moment as I feel
myself  descending.I came to  just into in time
to catch mt last breathe as I struggle to swim to 
the top.
I gasp as I find myself moving to  a big
mass I couldn't quite see what it was because 
my thoughts is still being hamper by the 
pond,and the rivers envy...
The flow from the river was kind of
scary because in the distance.I see this
big mass.At first it appears dark and gloomy
and I was bit scared  as I approach it
 approaching the mass the river drain into
the sea of infinity  amount of possibilities
I wasn't struggling to stay afloat any more 
becausethe sea was bring me to my wishes,
dreams,ideas
Not only that the sea introduce  me to success,hope,
opportunities
for a moment I wanted to  look back,but the sea got 
hold of me and showed me that I kept  afloat.

Why look back now, you made this far, keep going....

MEMORIAL DAY POEM

    
The life's that were lost



are far in between  the 
bravery  that has been 
shown to us,all of it
hasn't been in vain.

we honor you,cherish you 
and never forget what 
you have done.
 
because of the bravery 
you had shown.Come's with 
the dignity  of knowing
the love,and honor
from us all.


I simple want to SALUTE  you for all, you have done...

LOVE

Love is happy
 love is sad.
 Love is to be enjoy in different ways.

SUMMER DELIGHT

          
 Winter dreams summer breezes
the smell of summer such delight
with green grass and flowers a bloom
 and glorious sunshine makes summer
happy and consumed.
The out doors are filled with activities
with people a bustle to enjoy what summer
 has to offer.
 I want ice cream I smell barbeques cookin.
The parks,and beaches are fill with people with
play to enjoy every part of summer every which way.

WHO IS A POET ?!

So,far I've feature two of my favorites poets who I whole heartily admire.But,what's a poet?I mean I call myself an aspiring author/poet.Am I really a poet?I know this shouldn't be that difficult to answer,but I'm curious.Reason being at times I can find words that flow perfectly together,and other times I'm just pondering.Another reason is I always thought poetry was words that had to rhyme to be a poem.I know that seems  childish ,but hey that's what I thought.
What I found about poetry is that there are so many aspect to writing,and being a poet.,but where do I fit in to the equation?Again I know this shouldn't be a geometry question,and can any one be a poet?I have so many questions,but no answers to any of them.
So, since I see myself as STILL taking baby steps.Some of my poetry will be understandable,and some won't. 

SAUL WILLIAMS

                                              
My next poet of the day is none other than,Saul Williams.Saul isn't just a poet he's a writer,musician,and actor.Some may remember him on the hit TV show Girlfriends, do you remember him,now? No,not yet? Come on now, the celibate speaking poet,  Sivad.Well if not here's  one clip that might jog you memory of who this talented person is.

                           
Saul Williams not only has acted on TV,but he has some movies under his belt. Here are a few:

Aujourd'hui 2012

2005

              

                                   

2001

1998

With out further a due, as to the reason why  I  like this poet  and dare I say  became a  fan of  Saul Williams.But,to me he will Always be Sivad  the poet from Girlfriends.

OK,OK, let me stop this  walk down history lane and show you why I'm featuring this talented poet amongst other talents he has.

Here's a clip of him  on Def Poetry Jam:

                                           (Code Language)

I Look forward to seen more of this talented artist....



    Enjoy!!!
                        
                                 

ONE OF MY FAVORITE POET: MAYA ANGELOU

                                    
Her poems has touch thousands of people,but has reach millions and beyond.Through her lifetime she has written books,and poems that generated  recognition from her fellow literates.Once again this famous poet is extending her generosity.Oh! not with her words but  by opening a clinic.Read the article on what this famous poets,and author is contributing to society.HEALTH & WELLNESS 

Maya Angelou

I listen to this poem maybe a thousand time,if not more.But, here is why she is so famous for her literary work.

                              And Still I Rise.....

Enjoy this beautiful poets who bring such greatness in words together...                               
                              Again,enjoy!

FUTURE MEMORIES

Can you remember your first memory?
Was it some thing important,was  it a
 loving memory of what's to come?

I dream of memories of my future
ambition,and dreams that where just
that a simple dream.

I wonder the future memories that I
thought of,can be my every present
memories that I dream about,and hope
to achieve.

Only time can tell if my future thoughts,
dreams,goals aspirations are just future
memories that will never come to past.

TEMPORARY SADNESS

I struggle with the thought of happiness
I'm  some what afraid  of the outcome,
I don't know what's on the other side of
happiness.

It's feel like it's so far in the distance
that it's unattainable to reach.There are
times when I feel a little bit happy only
to be short lived with sadness.

Waiting on happiness comes,and it goes
it seems like it's never reachable,and
when it do some times comes I wish
it would stay,not just temporary.

SOUL STIRIN POETRY

poetry in our souls
we elvate the words

and we mold to are souls

and whisper them through 

are heart,and speak with our 

minds...

I breath every breathe of poetry

with every word I speak,I run 

words across my mind and visualize 

the epitomy of speaking my poetry 

ever so softly....

 but fear escape me from mumbling

a word,,,the thought of doing so has me

bouncing with fear,as different words

enter my mind,and form a word to slip through

my mouth.....

I feel the soul stirin poetry  release me of my fear....