Twist Of Love

It's time for a little haiku,don't you think so?

Let love has it way with  you
let it twist you up in its rapture
and devulge you like the volture that it is.

FEELING EMOTIONAL

Feeling sad, feeling a  little blue
I have so much emptiness inside
I really don't know what do.The 
loneliness is killing me in every                                                              
which way,sometimes I want 
to shout I'm human in every 
way.
My sadness,and my  loneliness  can  fill a giant size 
stadium with people sitting every where.The pain
is so deep,and intense I sweat sadness at any
shrill  I hear in the air.


The days pound my mind,as the hours
tick on by reminding me of the feelings
of being by myself by the minutes,and hours 
when degregation  creeps up from behind.
My heart bleeds with intense pain leading my 
mind wondering when will this thing end.

The sunshine tries to peek through,but loneliness
is in full bloom.I feel myself caving inside hoping,wishing,
and dreaming for all this pain to all just die.

THOUGHTS & FEELINGS

                    
My feelings  are drowning in my thoughts
I can't to seem to stay afloat.They keep
pulling me  under.The current is very 
strong.
I try to swim  to pull my head  above 
 my thoughts.The flow is so rapid 
I find myself struggling wereI found 
myself in a pond.
It's swirling with my emotions,feelings
and thoughts.The swirling got me a bit
dizzy,and the flow constantly keeps trying
to take me under.
The pond empty out into a river that 
has a life of it's own.Ya,see! The river
is fill with self doubter,worthlesness,
you never amout to anything,why do
you exist.
I got pulled under the river of thoughts
I lost consciousness for a moment as I feel
myself  descending.I came to  just into in time
to catch mt last breathe as I struggle to swim to 
the top.
I gasp as I find myself moving to  a big
mass I couldn't quite see what it was because 
my thoughts is still being hamper by the 
pond,and the rivers envy...
The flow from the river was kind of
scary because in the distance.I see this
big mass.At first it appears dark and gloomy
and I was bit scared  as I approach it
 approaching the mass the river drain into
the sea of infinity  amount of possibilities
I wasn't struggling to stay afloat any more 
becausethe sea was bring me to my wishes,
dreams,ideas
Not only that the sea introduce  me to success,hope,
opportunities
for a moment I wanted to  look back,but the sea got 
hold of me and showed me that I kept  afloat.

Why look back now, you made this far, keep going....

TEMPORARY SADNESS

I struggle with the thought of happiness
I'm  some what afraid  of the outcome,
I don't know what's on the other side of
happiness.

It's feel like it's so far in the distance
that it's unattainable to reach.There are
times when I feel a little bit happy only
to be short lived with sadness.

Waiting on happiness comes,and it goes
it seems like it's never reachable,and
when it do some times comes I wish
it would stay,not just temporary.