Thinking Of Love

It's time for a little haiku don't ya, think?

                                            Thinking of you
                                            in a special way
                                             each,and ever day.

LOVE

If love can be so blind
where can I find love.
I've search high and low
only to find love is never
around for my soul.
tears feel with emptiness
streaming down my face
looking for love in every place
my tears are drenching my face
as I seek solace of this love
from every way.
will I every find love?will I search
search forever this thing called love?
will my heart  keep me from searching for love?
This love search got mind spinning out of  control
as I wonder from place to place,my mind keeps
questioning,will I ever find love?
As quickly as I tried searching for love only to
find love is near.I had look within my soul to find
love has been there all the time.
 

Maybe If

Maybe if I had chance 
to repeat my life,I would
maybe if  I had a magic wand
to  make my wishes come true,
I would.Maybe if  I see life differently
life wouldn't seem so hard.
Maybe if I stop dwelling on the pass
I can focus on the present.Maybe if I
have solace in my life I wouldn't dwell
on the past.
maybe if I stop want things to happen 
instead of making things happen,I would.
Maybe if I stop thinking that life has dealt me
a hard blow,I should be blessed with the life has given
me
Maybe I should  stop  thinking so hard  about what I
haven't done,and focus on what's yet to come.
Maybe,maybe,  just maybe  if I stop using the 
excuse of maybe if,my life would would go so much
easier if I start doing.

SMILING BEAUTY

The joy of your smile is bright 
smother in happiness which is truly
a delight.I long to see the gleam
you spread with cheer,just to see
your smile .
The glow you share with the world is
mesmerizing,with the life in your eyes,
and the glee  in your beauty radiates
from every part of you face. 

smile,smile,smile with your happiness 
let the world divulge in your joy as
you share  beauty of you loveliness.

FEELING EMOTIONAL

Feeling sad, feeling a  little blue
I have so much emptiness inside
I really don't know what do.The 
loneliness is killing me in every                                                              
which way,sometimes I want 
to shout I'm human in every 
way.
My sadness,and my  loneliness  can  fill a giant size 
stadium with people sitting every where.The pain
is so deep,and intense I sweat sadness at any
shrill  I hear in the air.


The days pound my mind,as the hours
tick on by reminding me of the feelings
of being by myself by the minutes,and hours 
when degregation  creeps up from behind.
My heart bleeds with intense pain leading my 
mind wondering when will this thing end.

The sunshine tries to peek through,but loneliness
is in full bloom.I feel myself caving inside hoping,wishing,
and dreaming for all this pain to all just die.

THOUGHTS & FEELINGS

                    
My feelings  are drowning in my thoughts
I can't to seem to stay afloat.They keep
pulling me  under.The current is very 
strong.
I try to swim  to pull my head  above 
 my thoughts.The flow is so rapid 
I find myself struggling wereI found 
myself in a pond.
It's swirling with my emotions,feelings
and thoughts.The swirling got me a bit
dizzy,and the flow constantly keeps trying
to take me under.
The pond empty out into a river that 
has a life of it's own.Ya,see! The river
is fill with self doubter,worthlesness,
you never amout to anything,why do
you exist.
I got pulled under the river of thoughts
I lost consciousness for a moment as I feel
myself  descending.I came to  just into in time
to catch mt last breathe as I struggle to swim to 
the top.
I gasp as I find myself moving to  a big
mass I couldn't quite see what it was because 
my thoughts is still being hamper by the 
pond,and the rivers envy...
The flow from the river was kind of
scary because in the distance.I see this
big mass.At first it appears dark and gloomy
and I was bit scared  as I approach it
 approaching the mass the river drain into
the sea of infinity  amount of possibilities
I wasn't struggling to stay afloat any more 
becausethe sea was bring me to my wishes,
dreams,ideas
Not only that the sea introduce  me to success,hope,
opportunities
for a moment I wanted to  look back,but the sea got 
hold of me and showed me that I kept  afloat.

Why look back now, you made this far, keep going....

MEMORIAL DAY POEM

    
The life's that were lost



are far in between  the 
bravery  that has been 
shown to us,all of it
hasn't been in vain.

we honor you,cherish you 
and never forget what 
you have done.
 
because of the bravery 
you had shown.Come's with 
the dignity  of knowing
the love,and honor
from us all.


I simple want to SALUTE  you for all, you have done...