EMOTIONS

Hook on love drowning

by desires,efficient with

life.Spawn to gravitation

beaming with heart ache.                                              
Drowning in a sea of emotion
kept by the feelings of lonliness.
blanketed with a palpitation of
rythemic beats.Awakening with 
 thoughts of tomorrow.Dreaming
of the day it becomes reality.Sweep up
in the hearafter of yesteday.Only to be
branded by the memories of today.Wishing
I had empathy for my mind who wonders aimlessly...

THOUGHTS OF POETRY

**Disclaimer**
I know it's been a minute since I published a poetry piece.I'm still  a newbie in this poetry world and it's going to take some time to know the in's,and out's of this world.Also to know what's poetry or not poetry.I'm kind of feeling my way through this poetry stuff like I am with my writing. Some times I contemplate in mind is this poetry or not poetry,and then again some times I don't care,and I just write what I feel is poetry.Some times it maybe erotic or some times your gonna go what the hell is she writing. All I know is I try to go with the flow of how I'm feeling at that moment then I jot it down.Without further ado I will try to keep up in my poetry writing.Whether it's understandable or not I write what I feel,and the flow of my ink,lol..sorta speak.Oh! one more thing I discovered about poetry .Well, not discovered it's more like learning. I like writing Haiku you might see a lot of that on my blog as well.

With my hands I write these words
for which I have nothing to say
I write with an empty mind with
words wondering aimlessly

It feel as though I'm a writer
with nothing to write,with words
I can't compose.I try to bring them
to expose ,but I can't form anthing
to show.

My heart tells me to write.But my mind is

tellin me I have to fight.Fight I shall for words               
who seeking to form a meaning or a thought.

Feeling desperated to make line or two I
write so I can't form a letter or word that
I desire.They may seem odd at times
but the feeling is there when I form a
poetry line.

I AM WHO I SAY I AM

I am who I say I am

who are you? Do you

breath  the air I breath

or do you take one breathe

at a time?I breath as though

life has a limit.Every breath

I take I reach for my life to see

 the budding picture in  motion

Because I am who I say I am

I dream of my life as  if it would be

as pleasing to be a wonderful venture

slowly dosing it with happiness,joy,

love,honesty smelling these wonderful

words in the air I breath                                                

I am who I say I am

I walk amongest the words with such
grace. I form all the word with a simple
pace.I take take one step at a time with
my pace.I fill the breath I breathe I can
write forever in a day.

Because I am who I say I am...

BLANK CANVAS

Staring at a blank picture

wondering if I can paint                        
a thought,a memory of
 my beginings or should
I wait for the ending.
Longing to see what the canvas
is like looking for an answer
with my blank stare.Wanting
to know if my thought,dreams,
will be a pretty picture or will
it be undiscovered for me to weep.

SPOKEN WORD ARTIST: Mayda del Valle

Here is a video  of Mayda  doing her spoken words at the White House Two years ago

SEEKING MEMORIES....

dreaming of you feeling

a little bit senseless wishing

 you can be near for your tightly

embrace

my love grows deep for every day

but my memories  you are burried in my head

I want know that you feel the same

I want you to have a memory of me

engrain

I sleep with one eye open to seek you near

only to find the wind whispering in my ear

my heart is beating to different drum because

love can't  out weighs none

Poetry by:Maya Angelou

Here's a little bit of poetry

By are Beloved

Maya Angelou

THOUGHTS OF THE NEW YEAR

New years eve resolution
being made across the world

with goals set into play as 2010

comes to a close



My new years eve resolution

is not to have one,but to

attain,achieve,fulfill my dreams

and goals.



The preparation maybe hard

but my destination is in sight

of having a prosperous



New Year.......

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ALL ABOUT ME

Seduce me hypnotize me








touch me rub me feel me









caress me taste me lick me









eat me with your sweet kisses









and tender touches of your









hand gliding down my body









I errupt with sheer pleasure in me









so love me cuddle with me









hold me but before you do that to










me I want you to make love to me......





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DREAM CHASER

Reaching for my dreams



only to see my self fall



from the stumbling



blocks thrown in my



path struggling to stay



afloat in reaching my



dreams it seems a



distance away time



after time as I run



towards it the futher



it seems away from me



the closer I try to get to



my dreams it eludes me



everytime the closer I got



to it the more it ran from me



flashing:Your dream is your



destiny but your reality is



your success......




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LIFE

Taking a sip of life

reality starts to set in



that its real



Its starts to burn



that maybe this



thing called life



is forreal



its going down tougher



than I thought



maybe I should



not gulp it down



all at once



I add the my favorite



condiments



(You know)



the usual thing that



life has to offer but



I still t feel the the pain





from that big gulp





I just took





maybe I shouldn't drink





it so fast and try not





to rush it but sometimes





I get so impatient that





I gulp life down





instead of sipping it





maybe I should stop





trying to force it





down and sip





it nice and slow



this thing call life



is still going



to be there no



matter what so



I should stop trying



to rush its not



going nowhere so I



sit back and relax



and enjoy this thing



call life........




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NOTICING

I notice....



your big strong physique



and the way you move



with your clothes on



I notice.....



your six pack abs



when you smooth



out the wrinkles



in your shirt



I notice....



the way you bit the



bottom of you lip and



the way you moisten it



I notice......



the way you walk in a pair of



jeans and how they hang



off your body it makes



me wanna...



I notice....



how you stare at me



me an give me your



undivided attention



I notice.......



How you make me feel



when you look at me



with passion and heat



in your eyes



I notice .....



the seductive look



as you slowly walk



towards me



I notice.....



it makes my tempture rise



when you caress the side



of my face while gentle kissing



the other side



I notice......



how you pull me into



your warm embrace



while nibbling on my neck



I notice....



with one arm wrap around



my waist you use the other



to stroke my thighs



while still kissing me





I notice....



How you went from



the side



of my neck to the



nape of it





I notice...



The smooth way how



you undue my blouse



as you unsnap my bra



I notice....



how you spin me around





and begin kissing and





suckling on my breast







as I bite into my bottom



my lip



I notice.....



how you went from







my breast to gliding your





tongue down my stomach





while I moan with





pure pleasure





I notice....





How you continue





to move your tongue





down my stomach





until you reach the





top of my panties





*MOANS*





I notice....





How you gentle remove them





*Panting*





*moans*





I notice.....





how you





how





I no......tices





I ...I....I...





Awe hell





you get the picture.........






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BELIEVING

I walk amongest a sea






of people yet I feel







alone with my blinders







on dragging my feet







through the stares







laughter and hate







thats pelt my way







looking striaght ahead







with my blinders on







causes me to focus







on my goals,dream,ideas







for the future......







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URBAN ECHO

The sound of this song

whistling in my head I

can't figure it out



Instead I hear this

chaotic ryhme but

the words eludes

my mind



This song is puncturing

the core of my soul





Truth betold with

a beat so elusive it

conjures up my

spirit



With its depth defining

sound it has my soul

dancing to its beats



Their are no words

I can find to this

song



but the sound &

the beat keeps me

movin right along...




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PEACEFUL JOURNEY

Dreaming of my thoughts

of my mind going many

miles away



and on this journey of

emotional bliss my mind

wonders to a place



Were your thoughts,dreams

goals,and ideas are put into

play



On this peaceful journey

I see a road that leads to

happiness.love,success



Of a new me.....




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MY EROTIC RIDE

Slippin slidin up & down

this mandingo ride bouncin

like I didn't have a care

in the world



He rode me like

a horse running

in the wind



feelin this

orgasmic high



not stopping to

take a breath



While he was taking

me to heavens

door....



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A POET'S HAND

A poet writes what evers

in their heart they will

take you away



To a place where the

words are field with

imagery and feelings




As you read their

thoughts it puts you

where there mind has

been





Leaving you on a

poetic high






Thier words they write

play a little song and dance

in your mind and leaves

you with pleasure



As they write their

flow is enegmatic but

with diction



An the flow of the

ink explodes into a

scribe of distinction



An thats's a Poets

Hand.....



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FOREPLAY

My body is pulsating

with the thought of

him sweepin his tongue

all over my mines



beads of sweat form on

my body in anticipating

his move I glance at his

perfect frame and my body

starts to jyrate for his



my body began to sweat perfusely

as he slow moves towards my mines

he leans downs an kiss my inner thigh

as my panties becomes wet



His tongue sends me in to

pure ecstasy of the warmth

of his kiss the touch of his

tongue makes me become

wetter for him



Stretch across the bed

horizontally waiting for him

to move in closer he stops

and stands up and says its

my turn ....




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HUNGRY FOR.....

I SWEETLY KISSES HIM FROM HIS NECK DOWN TO HIS TOES I MOVE IN BETWEEN THEM

AS THOUGH IF I HAD NOTHING TO EAT, HIS SMELL HIS PURE LUST SENDS ME IN TO OVER DRIVE I BEG FOR HIM TO KISS ME AS I CONTINUE KISSING HIS BODY ...MY BODY FELT WARM FROM KISSING HIS AS HE NOTICE ME MOVING AND SQUARMING FOR HIS LUST HE EVER SO GENTLY PICK ME UP AND LAYED ME DOWN HE STOP FOR A MOMENT AND STAIRED AT MY BODY AS I ANTICIPATE HIS LUST, LIKE AN ANIMAL HE MOVE RIGHT ON IN FOR THE KILL......




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THE GOD IN ME

THE GOD IN ME IS

WHEN I'M FEELING

SAD AND ALONE HE'S

ALWAYS THERE FOR ME

WHEN ARGUEMENTS OCCUR

WITH LOVE ONES HE'S AL-

WAYS THERE WHEN TH-

ERES NOBODY ELSE GOD

IS WITH ME I FEEL HIS

SPRIRIT ALL AROUND

ME HES THERE WHEN

I'M THINKING HES NOT

GOD IS WITH ME

EVERY STEP OF THE

WAY.....


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A POET'S DREAM

I dream to have the words of

a poet.To write the words of

a poet to have the knowledge

of a poet.

I dream of a poet as I put

my pen to paper to form

the words of a poet as

to find the words of a

poet

The dream of a poet is

to understand a poet

Also to open my eyes

to a poet

THE DREAM OF A POET IS TO BE A POET!




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Independent

MY life has been ups & downs and turn arounds

only to struggle in succeeding in my goals I been

through hell and high water to get where I'm going

people have thrown boulders & blocks in my path



But I feel Independent.....



I been hit wth likes of devastation or

the words you can't make it and your

not good enough to be successful



But yet I feel independent.......



I have people clawing at me trying

to hold me down



I feel indepedent....



I tread through the storms,winds,and

the rains to get where I going and to

not look back at whats behind me




I feel sooo independent......



the doubters, the haters,are

all against me in trying to better my self

they tell me you can't ,you won't ,what's

the use in trying when you know your going

to fail at it



but some how I feel independent........



I may struggle a bit I may doubt my

self some times but I won't give up I

will fight with evey ounce of my

being to



FEEL INDEPENDENT......


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTIN L.KING

Martin we salute you for the struggle we



Honor you for the fight that you gave



And the heartache that you endured you



Preached for are peace and you held countless



Marches and speeches for are freedom to be



Independent, to have self dignity, and to have a right



to vote but most of all to have equality amongst others


we still have along ways to go but look how far we came



Martin L.King you can rest now your fight wasn’t in vain



And your struggle wasn’t a lost cause because we



Have lawyers ,doctors, scientists, teachers, senators,



Mayors and many more profession thats evolving



Happy Birthday Martin L. king you are ingrained in



are hearts and etched in in our minds,and your



voice of countles speeches,plus the struggle you fought



has made a stain on our souls your words of wisdom



will live on now,and forever............

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